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Sibling Rivalry: LeeAnn's Story 5

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Sibling Rivalry: LeeAnn's Story 5
By RogerGirl

 The next morning I wake up happy that things are back to normal.  I only have a small amount of clothes to wear since my parents only packed enough for me to wear for my birthday, but I don't care.  I take a shower and put on the jeans and t-shirt I wore the day before.  After a quick breakfast with the family, I head out to meet up with Nikki.  I greet her with a kiss and we leave the ship together to tour the next island.  Being with her is amazing.  Not really is she super hot, but she and I seem to have a lot in common and she has a great sense of humor.  We stop at a few shops and I buy her a seashell necklace.  She also takes me to another store and picks out a shirt and shorts for me.  

 After a few hours on the island, we head back to the ship and stop for some lunch with Daryl and Victoria.  While I had a crush on Victoria before, since meeting Nikki I only think of Victoria as Daryl's girlfriend.  I have to admit they make a great couple and they both seem to really like each other.  Some of the girls I met as LeeAnn stop by and they don't seem to recognize me as LeeAnn.  Apparently, Daryl had explained to them on the first day that he had an older brother as well.  

 After lunch, Nikki and I say our goodbyes and go off on our own.  Along the way we run into Jeff.  He suggests the three of us get together tonight and go to the club.  We all agree and go our separate ways.  For the next several hours, Nikki and I do more couple things together before we find ourselves back in her room making out.  She kicks me out so she can get ready for dinner and I head back to my cabin to do the same.  To save time, we decide to wear our clubbing clothes to dinner.  I put on a black shirt and black pants and go down to the lobby to wait for Nikki.  When she makes her entrance, my mouth literally hangs open.  She is wearing a short, sexy, mini-dress that leaves very little to the imagination.  She smiles at me as she brushes a strand of her blonde hair out of her face.  We kiss and enter the dining room.  I sit with my family, but my attention is on her the entire time.  

 Dinner cannot end fast enough and soon I am walking hand in hand with Nikki to the club.  Jeff is waiting for us at the door and the three of us show our IDs and enter the club.  We make our way to the bar and order some drinks before Jeff heads off on his own to pick up a girl.  Nikki and I kiss before she pulls me to the dance floor.  We dance a few dances before deciding to take a break and have another drink.  When we get back to the bar we find Jeff making out with the girl he had just met.  I should feel good for him, but for some reason I don't.  I know I have an amazing new girlfriend, but a part of me feels like I should be the girl Jeff is kissing.  Nikki kisses me, but senses something is off.  She leads me out of the club and we find a quiet spot of the deck.

"What's wrong?" she asks concerned.

"It's nothing," I lie, "I'm not used to all the drink I guess."

"I know it's not that," she says, "I saw you drink more last night.  What's really going on?"

 I don't know why, but I tell her the entire story.  She sits quietly as I tell her everything from the punishment to how Jeff and I pretended to be a couple.  When I finish, I expect her to walk away in anger or discuss, but what she does instead catches me off guard.  She hugs me and kisses me on the lips.

"I have to admit I didn't expect that reaction," I say, "I thought you would be mad."

"Why would I be mad," she says calmly, "All you did was tell me the truth.  I want to ask you a few questions though.  Do you think I'm attractive?"

"Yes, of course," I reply.

"OK," she continues, "Look at those guys.  Do you find them attractive?"

"Not really," I answer honestly, "I guess they are."

"Just as I expected," Nikki says, "Tell me, what is it you like about Jeff?  Do you find him attractive?"

"No, I don't think of him in that way," I respond, "I guess it's more of a feeling.  I just feel good when I'm with him."

"I see," Nikki continues, "I don't think what you're feeling has anything to do with sexual orientation.  You're clearly straight, as I could see very well last night.  The feelings you have toward Jeff have nothing to do with gender or sex.  It's a different kind of love."

"So what should I do?" I ask.  

"Well, it has to be your decision," she replies, "but I think you need to become LeeAnn again for the rest of the cruise.  This time it has to be your choice.  You have to do this because you want to, not because you are being forced to."

"But, what about us?" I ask.

"You'll always have me," she answers, "We don't live that far from each other and I'd really like to continue dating you after the cruise.  I know that you and Jeff will be going to college in the same city, but living in the dorms it is unlikely you will get the chance to become LeeAnn again for quite some time."

 I sit in silence as I make my decision.  On the one hand, I really like Nikki and I'd like to spend more time with her on the cruise as boyfriend and girlfriend.  On the other hand, however, she is right.  Nikki seems to be really into me and we'll have plenty of time to do things together when the cruise is over.  I guess it's settled then.

"Let's go for it," I say with a smile.

 She kisses me again and agrees to help me on one condition.  For the remainder of the cruise, I have to think of myself only as LeeAnn if I want this to work.  That means I have to stop thinking of myself as a guy in a dress and think of myself instead as the woman I appear to be.  It also means there will no be going back and forth.  I can't be LeeAnn part of the time and then change back to Lee to be with Nikki.  That means no kissing and no sex with Nikki.  It takes me a moment, but I agree to the terms.  Of course, she promises to give me one more night before I make the change.  

 She goes back to her cabin to gather some items and I buy some condoms before heading to my own cabin.  She shows up not long after carrying a bag of clothes and other items for me to use.  Tomorrow LeeAnn will reemerge, but tonight she has a going away present for me.  We begin making out and tearing off each other's clothes.  It isn't long before we are both naked in bed and I am having the best sex of my life.  As our hairless bodies touch, I can't help but think how lucky I am to have met a girl as amazing as Nikki.  As we lie in bed catching our breaths, I put my arms around her and we fall asleep.  
Sibling Rivalry: LeeAnn's Story 5